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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
this is harder than i thought.

i hate it.
glanced at the mirror at 10:27 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
was that self-fulfilling prophecy?
glanced at the mirror at 4:06 PM
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
THIS FREAKING SUCKS.
glanced at the mirror at 5:38 PM
Thursday, April 09, 2009
stimes i duno wats supposed to be said and wats not.

it feels like when i say what i feel, u'll get angry with me.

i like to shop. i can spend alot on clothes.

even so, it doesnt mean i like to spend money on other things.

yes im earning my own money. which means i can spend on the things i think its worth spending on.

you always say i should try to see it frm your perspective. but have you tried seeing things from my perspective?

i hate it when u say the things i say is sickening. i hate that word to be used on me.

you know how much i miss you. and yet when we meet you have to say things that you know will make me upset. and when i pull a long face, you get angry with me.

you wan me to tell you everything. but you get upset when i say things you dun like to hear.

stimes i duno wat you want me to do exactly.

it was supposed to be a lunch i've been looking forward to. but we had it in silence.
glanced at the mirror at 1:59 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
had only celebrated this day twice.

this felt like the simplest and laziest day.

with only pizza, little surprises and u.

but i loved it.

thank u.
glanced at the mirror at 1:28 PM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
this is my way of getting over things.

im a sensitive person.

stimes i think u duno the weight of the words u say.
glanced at the mirror at 10:05 AM
Monday, November 17, 2008
leading a whole team is a whole new different ball game. and a whole new stress level.

i doubt i've been so stressed before.

maybe becoz of wat happened just before that..

i had suicidal thoughts. for the first time.

it scared me. it really did.
glanced at the mirror at 10:37 PM