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this is harder than i thought.
i hate it. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:27 AM |
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| was that self-fulfilling prophecy? |
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| glanced at the mirror at 4:06 PM |
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| THIS FREAKING SUCKS. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 5:38 PM |
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stimes i duno wats supposed to be said and wats not.
it feels like when i say what i feel, u'll get angry with me.
i like to shop. i can spend alot on clothes.
even so, it doesnt mean i like to spend money on other things.
yes im earning my own money. which means i can spend on the things i think its worth spending on.
you always say i should try to see it frm your perspective. but have you tried seeing things from my perspective?
i hate it when u say the things i say is sickening. i hate that word to be used on me.
you know how much i miss you. and yet when we meet you have to say things that you know will make me upset. and when i pull a long face, you get angry with me.
you wan me to tell you everything. but you get upset when i say things you dun like to hear.
stimes i duno wat you want me to do exactly.
it was supposed to be a lunch i've been looking forward to. but we had it in silence. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 1:59 PM |
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| Monday, February 16, 2009 |
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had only celebrated this day twice.
this felt like the simplest and laziest day.
with only pizza, little surprises and u.
but i loved it.
thank u. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 1:28 PM |
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| Wednesday, February 04, 2009 |
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this is my way of getting over things.
im a sensitive person.
stimes i think u duno the weight of the words u say. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:05 AM |
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| Monday, November 17, 2008 |
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leading a whole team is a whole new different ball game. and a whole new stress level.
i doubt i've been so stressed before.
maybe becoz of wat happened just before that..
i had suicidal thoughts. for the first time.
it scared me. it really did. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:37 PM |
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