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        | Wednesday, April 19, 2006 |  
       
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    | been raining everyday for the past few days... and somehow it has really affected my mood. it makes me depressed and sad. i dun wan to but i cant control it. eric says i would feel like shit now and then... which reali sucks!!! coz i cant concentrate on my studies. :( 
 decided to join the guys over at NIE today. having them around really helped alot. i havent laughed so much for quite a while now. thanks peeps. love ya guys!
 
 unexpectedly, he msned me juz now. juz a simple talk. it felt as if we juz got to know each other. rather weird.... and distant. but somehow, i feel lighter right now. after the talk. i wonder why.
 
 thanks for talking. surprised but .................... i cant find the right word to use.
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    | glanced at the mirror at 3:05 AM |  
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