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Friday, April 28, 2006
these past few weeks have made me realized that there are just some things that u canot be a part of. just like in the song, i truly think that the hardest part is letting go, and not taking part anymore. i'd be lying if i say im not sad anymore. jx maybe right saying im sad for way too long alr. but i guess some heartaches juz take longer to heal. watever the case, i think the sadness is slowly fading.

the slightest noise or the slightest laughter makes me turn my head. i really need to stop.

my appetite is goin downhill these days. i cant even finish 6 pieces of nuggets. i almost puked at the 5th one. mentally tired. i look like crap. shrinking-by-the-day puffy eyes. horrible dark rings. and dying-to-pop-out pimples. poot.

12 more days! jx said use Phuture as my source of motivation. whahaha.
glanced at the mirror at 2:59 PM