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-i love my family.
-i love my frens.
-i love bright colors.
-i love my grandma.
-i love lime sherbet.
-i like seeing good-looking people.
-i like cute boyish-looking guys.
-i like guys who haf good dress sense.
-i like guys who can dance.
-i love make up.
-i love being tanned.
-i love playing netball.
-i love hugs and kisses.
-i like being told im missed.
-i love surprises.
-i like receiving sms from frens for no apparent reasons.
-i like to smile/laugh.
-i love beautiful clothes.
-i love big bags.
-i love adidas.
-i love shoes/heels.
-i like to eat sweets.
-i like clubbing.
-i like dark red nail polish.
-i like to talk.
-i like people to initiate a conversation.
-i love going out with friends.
-i love invitations.
-i like guys who shave their heads.
-i like clean shaven guys.
-i love small dogs.
-i love Dumbo.
-i love fireworks.
-i like jogging.
-i like to feel appreciated.
-i like it when people remember me.
-i like to talk rubbish.
-i love hip hop r&B.
-i like phuture.
-i like Linkin Park.
-i like to have my own room.
-i like to feel loved.
-i love babies.
-i love it when people say hi.
-i like being asked out.
-i love my bro.
-i love hanging out with my bro.
-i love fried food.
-i like to tan.
-i love shopping.
-i love travelling.
-i like guys who listen.
-i like guys who pay attention to the things i say.
-i like guys who can talk crap with me.
-i like guys who can make me laugh.
-i love going out.
-i like it when people show interests in my life.
-i love polka dots! |
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| glanced at the mirror at 11:34 PM |
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i am so bored i think i am goin to die. there's no nice shows to watch. no one to talk to online. no frens to go out with.
-i hate it when people tell u "we should meet/catch up soon!" all the time but they nvr do. it's all juz... empty talks.
-i hate it when people contact u after not talking for so long becoz they wanna sell u insurance. irates.
-i hate it when people pretend to be reali nice but talk bad behind their backs. (guilty)
-i hate it when there's this one person tat u dun like and u're guilty of gossiping behind his back, but becoz u're desperate, u make him ur best fren for tat day.
-i hate it when frens disappear totally but onli to come back and look for u when they break up or when their bf/gf are nt free. my bro is guilty of this!!!! angry.
-i hate it when people TRY to slang.
-i hate it when people try to smoke when they obviously cant.
-i hate it when people use their status to get wat they want.
-i hate warcraft.
-i hate ah bengs and ah lians.
-i hate cockroaches.
-i hate lizards.
-i hate bad hair days/hair cuts.
-i hate guys who wear 3/4 denim pants.
-i hate guys who tuck in their tshirts.
-i hate people who try to be over-friendly.
-i hate chocolate except snickers, m&m peanut and hershey's cookies and cream. dun ask me why.
-i hate guys with BO.
-i dun like pink.
-i hate girls who eat damm slowly.
-i hate it when my desk is messy.
-i hate guys who go to clubs to slime girls.
-i hate it when im being underestimated.
-i hate it when people think its ok to make fun of me all the time.
-i hate it when i cant buy what i like.
-i hate it when i have nothing to do.
-i hate it when u're ok and u think i am too.
-i hate it when...........
ok i jus realised wat was meant to be some random dislikes... became a list of wat i hate. see boredom does to me. someone pls ask me out. poot. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:44 PM |
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wheeee! i've got manicure and my virgin pedicure yesterdae!! courtesy of my sisterrrrrrr! my nails are so pretty! Lincoln Park After Dark for my fingernails... and... erm.... some ugly goldish green on my toe nails. i ended up buying the nail polish and a set that comprised of base and top coat, nail clipper, foot scrub and i duno wat. a little ouch when i think of the price. but watever.. im a happy girl. =) i got myself a new bikini too! i think i've been spending too much in too little time. but watever the case.. im happy! dinner on my sis too... whahah i love my sisterrrrr!
-finally got myself to jogging! i need to lose those unsightly flabs.
-my bro jus mms me the jungle trail tat he's at over at cameron highlands! he's such a cock and i miss him!! :(
-yeah... joanna is coming back!!! i cant wait for my sexy clubbing girlfren! st will be pleased. whaha
-and phuture next wed again!
a little thought tat came across my mind some time back...
-was on my way to zouk when the cabby drove past the place where we stood by the carpark alone, watching the beautiful fireworks in the sky from all directions.
-it was the most romantic and sweetest moment i can remember. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 6:42 PM |
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wakeboarding was damm funn!!!!! i managed to brave through the pouring rain, and survived a U-turn!! wheeee!!! fun fun fun fun fun!! poor aloy had a pretty tough time.. but first time is always like tat.. heh. just watched X-men: The Last Stand. watched 3 shows this week and i must say X-men was the best!
i saw u in a crowded place.
i hate pretending. i hate it.
i wanna haf fun and enjoy myself even when i see ur face. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:14 PM |
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i just cut and dyed my hair.......... for free! but it turned out like shit!! i hate my hairrrr!! booohoohooo... faster grow back plssssssss! poot.
went phuture last nite. great music. lousy crowd. i think i need my clubbing khaki to reali enjoy myself. joanna!! u're finally coming back next week!!! whheeeee!!!
sheryl! sooooooooo happy for u! muacks! looooking oh-so-fine-and-sexy last nite! whahha making aloy sooooooooo shy. heh.
shit. got to rush, im goin wakeboardingggggggggggggggggggggg! wheee! |
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i am bored...even though i've been going out everyday since i returned from HK. so much time, but so little money. poot. i wanna go BKK to shop. contemplating whether to go Cameron Highlands with my bro and frens.....
wouldnt it be nice to juz haf endless fun without a care in the world............. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 4:39 PM |
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i am back from HongKong!!! to be exact... at 340pm today. heh. a veri short trip indeed. not enuff time to shop!!! and the bloody typhoon didnt help at all. shopping at Stanley Street was a big disappointment as half the shops were closed due to the heavy rain and veri windyyyyy wind(erm?). anyway... bought 3 bags, 1 pair of shades and 2 pairs of shoes for myself! one bag for mum, one polo t and 5 ties for bro, one eeyore for sis and 3 cans of beer for dad. hahaha i was desperate for a gift. =P
so anyway.... im thankful for having g and jx as my companions! though poor jx got sick on the second day.... and he missed the little adventure tat me and g took on our own to Lan Kwai Fong. he had to see the doc the next day. poor dude. weak too.
the pic in the middle was taken at Wan Chai. it's the most sleasiest place i have ever seen. all the sleazy clubs, with mainly Filippinos waiting at the front of the bar for customers. and that's me over at Lan Kwai Fong, slurping Haagen Daaz...G's treat!
next up... photos taken during our shopping spreeeeeeeeeeees!
the most upseting moment was... Disneyland in the RAIN!!! booohoohoooooo.... :( nt onli did we miss the parade... most of the walt disney characters were nowhere to be seen. poor G was so disappointed for missing Donald Duck.... but he got his pic taken with the statue instead in the train ride back... hahha.. OUR TRAIN RIDE THERE!
our rainy and windy adventureeeeee........... presenting my fav.. DUMBO!
our last day was the most hectic becoz we went Tsim Sha Tshui for beef kway teow, then headed to Stanley St for a reaaaal disappointing shopping, then to Causeway Bay, and met G's cousin who brought us to Lan Kwai Fong for a drink.. and sumptous dinner. after which we headed to Carnivorn (cant remember the spelling) Rd recommended by his cousin, which by the time we reached there, most shops were closed. so we rushed all the way back to Mongkok for some last min shopping where i got my 2 shoes! also.. introducing SUSAN! she was the host! she's G's family maid, who's living in HK for the past... 8 years. she's reali nice and helpful! we couldnt have a better time without her help! THANKS SUSAN!
and these were taken on our journey to the airport this morning..... and that's where we slept!
though the trip was short, and the weather kinda sucked... i still had a wonderful time travelling ard with those 2 idiots! thanks for putting with my shopping and of coz photo-taking crazaaaaa!! heh love ya guys!! and now........ presenting the camera whoreeeee! ME!
whahahahaa~
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| glanced at the mirror at 7:08 PM |
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first and foremost... i've got my own customised blog skin!!! yeah!!! all thanks to mr robin!! heh thank you thank you THANK YOU!! loved it!! Presenting Mr Robin himself..
---------------------------------------------------------------------------- and so... as planned... we went down to phuture on wed for a whole nite of fun and dancing!!! it's been soooooooooo long since we've been there! gosh... anyway we had some drinks over at the coffeeshop first. i swear im the lousiest drinker ever! i almost died on a cup of 1/5 vodka and 4/5 7-up. haha even i have to luff at myself. music wasnt tat good at the beginning... till abt 2am!! and all of them wanted to leave at 3... sad. juz as we left... all the niceeeeee songs were playing! *pout* ryan offered us a ride back!! had supper with jacek, leon and jane. i miss the study group!!! alright...i'll let the photos do the talking... heh
and so on thurs, i met miss jane for a little shopping!!! whahah bought a new top which i wore last nite! photos at the bottom!! havent hung out with jane for soooooooooo damm long!! boohoohooo i miss my clubbing and shopping khakhi!! :( after which i went back hall for a farewell party steamboat!! fun fun fun!!! photos photos photos~! 
on the same nite.. my dad and bro came to drive almost everything back home... my room is left with nth except my com now, which im gonna drive back to bring it home later. it juz dawned on me tat tues nite was my last nite staying in hall.... 3 yrs juz gone like tat. ok enuff of the emotional issues... the girls played mj in my room after steamboat!! lost monet but it was great fun!! no chance of doing tat alr. i'm soooooooooo gonna miss these people!!! sob sob. alright, moving on to fri... i spent 5 hrs at home unpacking all the shit load of stuff i brought back from hall and trying damm hard to squeeze out room for all those shit. threw away bags of shit, but am still left with new pile of shit. hahaha. met vim and jx in town for dinner... i love these people!! love catching up with each other... haha had dinner over at Breeks. was always fun and unbearable at the same time when the even twins are together. bombed by all the lamest jokes and shit. still.. love them! photos over at Breeks! in my new top! 
after dinner, we met FARKHAN!!! havent met him since...... christmas!! miss tat boy! then we headed down to walas for EIC!! let me sidetrack a bit... i think Jack from EIC looks like LIONEL KONG!!!! omg omg.. he's soooooooooooooooo cute!! Jack i mean. hahahah *slurp* esp when he smiles.... *swoon* haha okok... photos over at WALAS! 
as the night was still young... we headed down to Butterfactory!! we were queuing for a whole 15 to 30 mins... and we were denied entry!! coz the guys were UNDERAGE on a fri! geez... we shld go on wed next time! haha the funniest thing happened while we're still in the line. we asked this kind man to help me take a photo and after which he apologized saying there was an arm of an OUTSIDER in the pic (on the left)..... 
hahaha we almost died on the spot after looking at the pic he took!!! jx was the OUTSIDER. whahahah!!! vimita had to tell the man tat he's our fren... whahah gosh i havent luff so hard for veri long. here's the photo.. with no outsider.. haha 
anyway.. we werent gonna end the night with such disappointment at Butterfactory.. and sooo we headed down to phuture!! hahaha i got scolded coz phuture was playing some duno wat beats... and it was horrible!!! luckily we asked the waiter and he told us zouk and phuture inter-switched their music last nite!! haha and so zouk was PHUTURE!!! it was dammmmmmmmm good! better than wed! but i think we used up all our energy waiting outside Butterfactory earlier on... and we were kinda tired alr.. but nevertheless... we had so much fun!! sexy vimita doing her moves and our dear farkhan with his hiphop moves... even the crowd gave him a little space to do his thing! haha and not forgetting ah tan... with his famous JT moves! sidetrack: i think most bald (i dun mean naturally bald!) guys are cute!! *drool* this i must say!!! there were these two cheena girls... they werent ugly or old... but young, not-bad-looking girls who went up to one of the podium to dance... and gosh i must say they're the ugliest dancers i have ever seen!!! with all the random jerks at the wrong timing, as if having spasms every few seconds. it was so horrible.. it had everyone turned their heads luffing at them! i feel sorry for them. so..... the night ended with us being photowhore in the car... haha jx was posing for pics while driving... and vimita taking pics of cab drivers (uncle chan and uncle lim) who so conveniently stopped beside us at the traffic light. haha im sure they must have thought we were nuts. here are some of the photos in the car! 
as u can see... there's this famous hand signs in the pics... dun ask... juz know tat it came from me! whahahaha thanks vim, jx and farkhan!! i had so much funnnnnnnnn!! muacks muacks!! gosh... blogging is such a chore!!! |
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photos of my room. spent one semester in this rm. gonna miss having my own computer. own wardrobe, own toilet. sad. i've absolutely no idea where the hell im gonna dump all these things when i move back home. i misssssssssssssssss hall!!!! *pout* |
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| glanced at the mirror at 2:42 PM |
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it's officially over!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!! i'll try not to think abt wat might happen for now..... and ENJOY!!! PHUTURE tonite! i cant WAIT!!! *grinz*
it's been a really really tough period. i had the toughest time. so much to handle in such a short notice. i broke down a number of times. i'm glad i've got exams off my shoulder now.
somehow... i feel tat u dun care anymore. not even as a fren. it hurts. im sad. but i guess it doesnt matter anymore. it might even be easier for me. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 2:35 PM |
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in less than 24 hrs... i'll be free.... although there's always the fear of not graduating smoothly, given yesterday's situation. so... yes im not feeling veri excited now..... i am tired. physically and mentally drained. dying for tml to come, but yet im scared there's not enuff time to study.
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| glanced at the mirror at 1:53 PM |
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do u haf songs tat remind u of certain time of ur life? i do. in fact... many. each song brings with it numerous and precious memories. for instance...
1. Jay Chou - 回到过去: times we spent together; the time when u dedicated this song to me coz it was my favorite
2. The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder: time spent studying together with my bro during JC
3. Backstreet Boys - Larger Than Life: time spent on the tour bus with my family
4. Avril Lavigne - Losing Grip: time spent studying together with my jc crush
5. Lifehouse - Blind: time spent on the bus to work at Fosters; time spent on thinking of a certain someone (mini)
6. Coldplay - Fix You: time spent on thinking of mini; and a lost fren
and so many more... cant think of them at this veri moment... i'll update the list when i come across the rest....
so wat are ur songs then? |
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| glanced at the mirror at 11:40 PM |
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1. ccy & yunnie 2. me and yunnie 3. robin and ghz 4. yunnie, ccy, me, jj and ghz 5. me and sq 6. robin and wandering lamb 7. guys in the mad purple van 8. ccy and robin a trip in the mad purple van to dinner at ah fang. look like crap in the pics. gonna take more and more photos and post them up! can't wait! |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:27 PM |
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| ok.. so somehow... reality hit me reaaaaaaaal slow. and so i've counted..... i left out 40 mks worth of questions. so can somebody tell me... am i dead or am i dead? i'm sooooooooo screwed la. i seriously juz wanna pass everything and graduate.............. pls grant me my wisssssssh.. poot. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:05 PM |
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i struggled and its over!!!! yeah!!! didnt finished again... but so did everyone else!! heh heh but then i skipped quite a bit too.... watever the case!! its over!! 2 down, one last one to go!
yeah!! so exciting!!! i cant wait for wed to comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! yippie! phuture phuture phuture phuture PHUTURE!!!
WHAHAHAHHA |
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| i'll be in the exam hall struggling with my 306 paper! i think im seriously screwed. i dun understand shit. how how how??? *cross my fingers* and hope i can pass!!!! i've stopped studying for it alr... im just waiting..... duno for wat also. i jus hope i wont come out of the exam hall feeling like i'll be back in sch next sem again. LET ME PASS PLSsssssssssss!!!! |
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4 more days!!! can u believe it?!?!?! omg omg omg!!!! whahahaha i cant wait!!! so many things to be done during the holiz..................................
1. lots and lots and lots of shopping
2. lots and lots and lots of clubbing
3. mahjiong, mahjiong and more mahjiong
4. buy cosmetics
5. get a tattoo or two
6. go HK with jx and g
7. tan tan and more tanning
8. dye hair
9. meet up with frens
10. buy a nice pair of shades
11. buy nice pretty heels
12. buy nice business suits
13. shop shop and more shopping!!!!
whahahhahaha! ok think im goin nuts.
back to books.... 306 is reali killing me!!! i cant understand the bloody hedging!!! god... somebody pls help me!!! i wanna graduate! poot.
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hmmm.... somehow ur presence still have a very big impact on me. seeing ur pics make my heart aches a little. i wanna be happy again. really happy. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:47 PM |
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peeping tom alert over at block 14!!!
i dun understand these people. havent u got enuff porn to watch alr? and u still wanna watch it live?! sick bastard. u're sick.
i hope they catch u red-handed. |
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i've come to realize that i've yet to be able to close it like i thought i could.
in self-denial. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 2:20 PM |
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haf u ever wanted to see a person, but at the very same time, you wish you wouldnt have to? quite a dilemma, isnt it?
it hurts when u see ur loved one turning his/her back away from u, and the distance between the 2 of us gets bigger and bigger....... until he's/she's gone.
stimes when u think i'm happy or doing well, i'm actually not.
so how do u deal with it?
and how do i deal with it? |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:34 PM |
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in exactly one week from right this moment... i would be breathing in the air of freedom! no more exams, no more studying, no more mugging, no more quizzes.
but that also means no more seeing all the oh-so-familiar faces along the way to sch, along the corridor of FAL, no more classmates, no more chance to flash a smile at my beloved frens in sch, or screaming their names excitedly at the very sight of them. no more chance of gossiping during lunch breaks, no more teasing of each other... in no time, we may all be nothing but distant memories. but i do hope we'll still keep much in contact coz these are the people who've made my uni life the way it is.
but not to forget my hall life too! no more late nite supper trips, no more chance of going down to ccy's rm juz to disturb him, watch tv, kop food or cry in front of him like a little baby, no more meals together, no more chance to watch these people mj and be known as the "第二号女神", no more suan-ing or kena suaned, no more looking out the window to satisfy my curiosity, no more hearing ccy or ah lian screaming for me at the 2nd level, no more jogging sessions with these people, and no more transfering of my fav and newest songs to people or receiving the latest episodes of the many serials that we watch. :(
things have happened tat made me realised these people care more than i actually thought they would. thanks for being there when im down and out, hear me rant and vent my frustrations, complain abt anything and everything, and always there as a listener. thanks for all the shit load of advices, encouragements and of coz all the love and concern!
i am so gonna miss everyone! u guys might not know.. but i really love each and everyone of u!!
muacks!!!!
but on the other hand, i guess i wont be so bothered by you anymore.
people! please take photos with me... i wanna store precious memories before i leave!! and will post them up for some introduction of the people who've made my uni and hall life so wonderful! |
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| its 440am now and i juz got back from supper with the 18 peeps. it doesnt really help when they've been talking abt ghost stories all the while! now i cant get to slp............................................ shitt. |
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but thanks to mr hongliang who jioed me for mj! yeah! although i lost the most, i enjoyed myself! a little rest from the studying, pressure and sadness. thanks to hl, sheryl and ah lian. =P
sometimes its juz not ur place to stand. how sad. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:26 PM |
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and so.... i cant even compare to a bloody game.
my toiletmates have moved out.
i'm sad and i duno why.
i feel detached from everyone else. even from myself.
i wanna go out.
i'm moving out soon.
i miss hall. but not as this minute. i hate it now.
i miss home alot.
i miss hanging out with people i juz got to know. but due to circumstances, its been difficult. :(
i miss my frens.
i miss alot of other things too. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 4:03 PM |
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just had my first paper! as usual... i didnt finished.... only attempted 3 out of 4 questions..... hopefully i answered pretty well for that 3!!
yet another batch of people ended today.... super sianz!!! i've got no mood to carry on studying! havent begin my revision for my last paper... bloody thick stack of SSAs to read... think im screwed. my next paper is not till monday.... this sucks!! its taking forever... plus this breezy cooling weather.. how am i supposed to study! i also wanna go home.... and chill...
i dunno if u're tired or sth's wrong with ur msn... thanks for ur concern but i dun really appreciate u asking the things u wan to know and then the conversation juz ended like tat. like hello... can i talk too? its rude, hurtful and insensitive.
or maybe u juz feel asleep like u always do. |
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