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from grey's anatomy...
Friday, September 08, 2006
Meredith: Okay..here it is. Your choice, it's simple. her or me. And I'm sure she's really great. But, Derek, I love you... in a really, really big... "pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window" unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me. I'll be at Joe's tonight, so if you do decide to sign the papers... meet me there.

so heartfelt. and the level of courage. but for me, the fear of rejection and utter humiliation always get in the way of things.... happiness.
glanced at the mirror at 7:52 PM