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for the past 1 1/2 years, all i could do was dream. and paint the most beautiful picture my imagination would allow me.
and yet, now tat it has happened, part of me wished it didnt.
becoz it's different frm wat i expected.
it's different now. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 9:57 PM |
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it feels like i'm being sucked into a blackhole.
and this blackhole is..... you. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 8:37 PM |
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why?
how?
im damm stressed coz i've nvr done this beforeeee.
maybe we shouldnt. maybe i shouldnt.
wat now?? wat now??
omg. help. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 5:55 PM |
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my first ever halloween party!!
first, thanks and sorry weiquan!!! for taking time down frm hall to accompany me on the search for the shops which i found with the wrong addresses and totally no clue of where they are. hahaha.
spent the whole day trying to look for a costume and finally found one after spending 3 hrs in tat shop. dressing up for a party is reali troublesome and damm stressful! i haven utilised my brain so much in a longgg time.
though not everyone dressed up as i would haf expected.... some did make the effort to dress up as some reali cock characters. like my dear fren who went as GINGERBREAD MAN! haha he's like the centre of attention the whole nite with girls coming up to him requesting to have pics taken with him. lucky dude i must say.
a reali eventful nite, in more ways than one. mitaaaa, u know wat im talking abt! :{ stressed. im a damsel in distress.
alright.. photos are rather ugly. so yeah.
   and presenting . . . . GINGERBREAD MAN!
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| glanced at the mirror at 1:30 PM |
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Nickelback - Faraway
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving Hold on to me and never let me go |
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| glanced at the mirror at 12:13 PM |
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Life isn't nearly as stable as we want it to be.
One's pain is lessen'd by another anguish.
-My Sister's Keeper
a must-read. i've nvr cried so much reading a storybook before. it was embarrassing. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 11:21 PM |
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photos frm the birthday celebration!
my very first Deepavali celebration - dinner over at mita's place. good food & lame frens.... and a weird cousin. hahahah. had plans for timbre but we arrived late and the guys didnt wanna spend $20 for just an hr of drinks. so we drove down to winebar. sooooooooo many cute guys last niteeee. a definite treat for the eyes.... awww.... mita... its ur loss babe.
G's the planner for next weekend. hopefully it'll be a weekend worth looking forward to! hee. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 11:00 PM |
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stimes u dun get to choose ur frens, rather, u get chosen by ur frens.
do i make any sense here?
i dun even know if tats a good thing or a bad one. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:55 PM |
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| Thursday, October 12, 2006 |
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| dun make promises if u cant keep it. coz its fucking irritating. and it reali pisses me off. this isnt the first time. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 12:29 AM |
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a piece of news.
not pleasing to hear.
i am sad.
bye bye.
i will try. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 10:57 PM |
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fri:
mj session with the kookoos again. yes again. lost money. again. its becoming a pattern. its becoming a weekly affair. this fri again. hahahaha.
sat:
shopping with the sister. got a new wallet as a belated present! heee. wanted to buy my heels but no sizeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sadded. bought a new top and 2 pairs of shoes. wheeee.
sun:
spent it at nus where i watched my shows, played hangman(which totally got them hooked) and read my book, while the kookoos mugged. lucky me.
mon:
work. tuas. collegues' non-stop worrying and nagging on the possibility of nt being able to claim cab fares. f**king irritating. i swear i could see myself grabbing her head and banging against the table. when u say u're nt gonna worry abt it anymore, u dun go ard the next minute talking abt it again!!! irates.
finally, looking forward to a full day in the office tml! |
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| glanced at the mirror at 8:36 PM |
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vaguely how we met.
the time we were all at walas, and they dedicated a song to me on ur behalf.
we took some pics at walas, but i just cant remember where the photos are exactly.
how we were both jacked throughout the nite.
how u like to scold people "fool!", "foolish!". "irates."
your smile.
your cock expressions.
our supper nights.
meeting u in sch when i went over to study.
sitting outside winebar, doing some catching up and learning about u being a swimming coach at acs/acjc. i was reali impressed.
how guilty and lousy i felt when i couldnt be there. im sorry.
thinking of u whenever i hear the song "Hai Kuo Tian Kong".
i reali wanan say "im sorry" for being such a lousy fren even though we're nt reali close.
but i know its too late.
i reali wish u're still ard, so tat i can do the things i wished i did.
we all miss u dearly. |
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| glanced at the mirror at 12:22 AM |
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yet another mj session with the kookoos... and $4 won! whahaha. cant believe how patient we were teaching phua how to play... but the game juz took forever to finish and mark didnt seem too happy abt it.
had an impromptu supper with the favorite boi and frens. *grins*
such typical ac boys having all the fun without a care in the world.
even though u're jus sitting next to me, it felt like we were worlds apart.
why? |
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| glanced at the mirror at 5:47 PM |
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hopefully this additional one year has given u extra wisdom, less lameness and lots and lots of love and happiness!!! muackssss!