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        | Monday, November 17, 2008 |  
       
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    | leading a whole team is a whole new different ball game. and a whole new stress level. 
 i doubt i've been so stressed before.
 
 maybe becoz of wat happened just before that..
 
 i had suicidal thoughts. for the first time.
 
 it scared me. it really did.
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    | glanced at the mirror at 10:37 PM |  
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